Dear Robert,
Forgive me but I like you. I just don't know why. It's really hard to feel this way, and I'm guilty of having this. I know it's not right, but I feel that's what makes me happy. Don't you see it? I like you. And I'm afraid I am now ready to love you like what I felt long before.
As days passed since I met you in January, things evolved and my life started to change. I don't know. But I once told my room mate that it's like I'm back in high school whenever you're around. I like everything about you, though not everything, but I know you are already a great package for someone who is looking for a real love. Anything about you is considered special. I checked that long ago before I made a critical judgment on you. You're better than "fine" because you are intelligent and smart. And it's not a doubt that you are handsome, everybody knows you really are. But I just hope you also know, though everybody likes you because of what you are, nothing can compare my deep appreciation for you. I like you, more than how they do.
There are times that I am insecure because I feel I am nothing compared to you. I don't have the capability to be like you, to be like your friends who look good all the time, and I have no idea what's on your mind. I am sure you're not numb. You know I am pathetic. Loser. Whatever. Shit happens for a reason. But this is me. I'm trying even if I can't. I'm still holding on even if there's no warm response from you. But I'm already tired. I am not patient anymore of following your facebook page everyday. I am already bored of waiting your replies. I keep on looking at my cellphone and dream that one day, I receive even one text message from you. But now I am tired, and I just give up. Just now. I'm so sorry.
God made plans for both of us. I know I became deviant to His laws but I tell you, I made arrangements with him that all I want from you is purely friendship and company. I never ask anything beyond that. But maybe the High Heavens know that I am really deviant. And maybe, this is also the reason why my story ended like this. I hope you'll be fine with your plans and goals. I wish you all the best things in life that God has to offer. But just remember Rob, please forgive me if I didn't give myself a chance to say, I LIKE YOU.. I tried. It's just time didn't allow me to say it so.
