If Tomorrow Comes

Just like Tracy, I'm also not aware what happens if tomorrow comes. But what's certain in my mind is that I want everything to be memorable, adventurous and full of fun as my journey starts to penetrate the world of what used to be extraordinary in an average person's mind. Here are some of the best plans that I want to happen this year, and I hope it will:

*HONGKONG - credits to Gladys, my highschool classmate, she already had her HK roundtrip tickets due for August this year. I really want to join her for I know, it will be our first time to travel abroad. My gosh. If it's your first time to travel anywhere in the world, lots of new things will come into your way. I'm looking forward to this date and right now, I'm waiting all day/night long for Cebu Pacific's next International Promo Seat sooner or later. Crossfingers. Give me a break.

*BORACAY or CORON, Palawan - I work in a very dynamic company that is known for well-planned escapades. Yes, they're doing these as incentives to employees who show dedication and passion to their productive jobs and team building as well. I'd love to end my excitement by simply knowing when will it push through. But if not, fine. Rancy, a highschool classmate, just suggested if possibly, we can have a package trip together somewhere in the country. My suggestion? Bora or Coron! Start saving lad.

*SIMALA - Somewhere in my heart, there lies a passion of visiting old and miraculous churches. Simala as what my sister said is  a very nice and breath taking spot in Southern Cebu. I wish I can visit the place considering my demanding job schedule and deprived knowledge of locating the site. But one thing's for sure, I'll be there soon to pray and ask guidance.

A lot of things complete my list of what I am gonna do this year. Part of these are going back to school, meeting new people, touring Cebu's beaches and a lot I swear! I'll just keep you all posted. I wish Keir will be with us the moment I join the trips above.

It's Over

I wake up one day thinking that everything is just a dream. It's over and I'm no longer forced to create a picture of what we should become at the end. People know it's crazy for me to defend things that aren't mean to be argued and appreciated constructively but like what they notice about me, I made a white fortress just for the two of us. Yes, it is wrong because I almost isolate myself from what it seems to be. I know it's over but at least, I am thankful I never become insane. God knows one day, I will be happy for the rest of my life.

The Man Whose Name Starts With F

            "Somewhere in my heart, there is still a part that says I am confused."

     Today is the 16th of January, and I've been here in Cebu for a month and 4 days already. Lots of things happened in my life, and just like yesterday, I can't believe I made it as far as Product Support Training which is a very hard knowledge absorption when you commit to become a Sprint specialist. Part of this, I also realized I'm starting to become an adult and rationalize things with maturity. In line with this, allow me to introduce to you someone whose name starts with F.

     Like no other, he's my wavemate in Sprint and I like him perhaps. For some other reasons, I really doubt our semi closeness because of some issues that sprout between him and another officemate. I know that many days ago, I almost came into a stand that it's time, after 3 years, to welcome myself back in Valentines day until I heard the side of Drew. I can no longer think properly that definitely affects my behavior as me. Anyway, that's just the bottomline. I am certainly afraid that one day, my persona is devastated again just because I allow a certain standard which is not really accepted in the four corners of Catholiscism. Indeed, I am a Roman Catholic.

     The type of life that we have in the training room is like a churning river that boils in an unexpected tempo. It explains our closeness that only occured last week which, at the very start, gave me a smiling start. As a matter of fact, he gave me a hard copy of that picture above after I asked him one. I dunno. I just love the person that you are looking now.